02 August 2007
9:20 PM
i didnt even shed a tear yesterday.
even after everything she said, i didnt cry.
you know why?
coz it has seriously passed the crying stage.
its life at its worst.
no one has ever said such things to me.
the pain is just beyond tears.
and her sorry isnt gonna take back her words.
i dont know howta tell others how it feels.
and my days are apent staring into blank space.
its terrible, really.
maybe i need time.
but i'll never forget it, ever.
and i gotta learn howta smile again.
pple say i've
gotta start smiling.
but smiling hurts.
i shd stay back for night study tmrw.
and seriously get some studying done.
